I am ashamed of myself for failing Linera Algebta last semester I am ashamed of myslef for decreasing my grade in calculus and analytics, applied physics, basic maths II, and the list goes on Now if someone will read this and tell me that "you are doing great already you can do better next timr" Yes i understand there's always next time.... but what about the time i have wasted. In my university there's plenty of space for me to study There are many co-operative teachers i have bteaks in schedule , i could have done 1000 times better I don't know why i get distracted, why i was not motivated enough to do better Whyyyy????? I was never an average or last gradrr i was always the top student What happened to me? This is not me , cause if it would have been me why i haven't tried hardet Why i let my salary go in waste ? My gee instalments are already very high.... Am i not intelligent enough now? Can i do it, can i get back to my positio...