I am ashamed of myself for failing Linear Algebra last semester I am ashamed of myself for decreasing my grade in calculus and analytics, applied physics, basic maths II, and the list goes on Now, if someone reads this and tells me that "you are doing great already, you can do better next time" Yes, I understand there's always next time.... but what about the time I have wasted? In my university, there's plenty of space for me to study There are many cooperative teachers. I have breaks in my schedule, I could have done 1000 times better I don't know why I get distracted, why I was not motivated enough to do better Whyyyy????? I was never an average or last grader; I was always the top student What happened to me? This is not me, cause if it were me, why haven't I tried harder Why did I let my salary go to waste? My fee instalments are already very high.... Am I not intelligent enough now? Can I do it, can I get back to my position, c...